Posted by StrugglingEmotionally on 2015/06/05 under Uncategorized -My mother constantly calling me lazy, a pig, disgusting, or rude
-My brother coming in my room when I’m sleeping only to yell at me
-Being told that when Iget headaches that I overreact when I’m actually in pain
-Being told that I’mnot smart or can’t do something
-Not being allowed to play volleyball the way I want to
-Not being alowed time to d what I need to do
-Not being recognized for good work in school or in volleyball when I need it the most
-Not having a father who cares enough
-Getting so sad and angry at everyone that I want to commit suicide but then I get angry at myself because that’s a stupid idea and I would never do it
-Having my teacher tell me that I don;t work hard enough when he doesn’t know what I’m going through or how hard I try
-Feeling as if I’m a burden or an annoyance
-Being told my work isn’t good
– Being told that I won’t get into a college of my choice because I’m not smart enough
-The idea that my dad already has 3 kids he never sees but had decided to have a 4th
-Having coaches who think they’re good but really aren’t and get angry when we can’t run 2 miles because we play volleyball
-Having friends who don’t understand your need for success and hat you can’t go out for dinner or to a party everyday because of it
-Not understaanding math
-Being afraid of failing my finals(especially math)
-Not havnig anyone who understands my situation at all
-Walking around pretending I’m happy when in reality I don’t want to do this anymore
-I want someone who respects me and can actually connect with me and understand why I act the way I do
-Getting such severe migraines that force me to lay down with the lights off and shades closed with no noise
-The fact that I had been given a life like this where everyday I come home and cry
-The fact that none of my friends will ever go through what I am
-I just want to be left alone and be able to drive and be independent , I don’t want to answer to anyone